1st 20th celebration!

WEILIN HAD HER FIRST 20TH BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION! (4 Dec 2010) (Sat) (Windy)

Had my first ice skating session in life today and it was funnnnn! Oh, thanks for my fabulous Teacher Anne, I managed to skate not-so-badly for the 1st time! (Anne, you got a gifted student btw, just that you cannot praise her!) 

Had a great share of laughter of course.. joking about having crocodiles on the wet ground... and how to go about saying 'HAO!'. Shall post the video if I get my hands on it! Haha!

And as usual, we were living in our own world.. like a world without sound? Haha! Always having fun things with my dear teammate, groupmate, classmate, clique, gang, tribemate, soulmate, daughter, country, and ya, and now.. ice-skating partner! YOU HAVE JUST BEEN PROMOTED, ANNE CHUA! GOOD JOB! KEEP UP THE GREAT WORK! =D HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA!

Thanks for the day Anne, your accompany is the best gift for my birthday actually! =D

Dreams

Recently, my sleep hasn't been very well. Reason would be I'll be having a lot of dreams at night, it's fine if they are all happy, but they aren't.. Some are weird, some are frightening, while some are sad =/

Well, like this morning, I dream't of the loss of my family members, one very close one, while another was my close relative when I was young. I saw people grieving and I felt myself crying.. I certainly hope that the reality is very different from my dreams. I remember telling myself that it wasn't true in my dreams, and yeps, it worked and I moved to another part of my dreams.

I realised I missed my old apartment a lot. Everytime I dream that I'm in a house, it would be the old apartment which I have lived in for 14+ years. I guess that was where I had lots of wonderful memories, and in my sub conscious mind, I miss living there with my happy family. There, everyone gathered in a brightly lit living room and chatting. Though there were a little argument, but the dream went well..

And the last dream I could remember was me and my friend were chasing after someone and in the end we got shot! I got shot on my leg.. =S And oh, a funny thing! I just remembered that I seemed to be using a red colour marker to 'shoot' the enemy.. hmm.. MARKER TO SHOOT PEOPLE? hmm.. interesting..

All these happened in a morning! Amazing right? Haha!

Bottled Music

THIS IS SUPER COOL! YOU GOT TO WATCH THIS!

Bottled Music - Click here for more blooper videos

I'm so touched!

Super touched when my dear junior said this!


Soh sheng long says
you want go masterclass with me
LOL
11th
Fu Weilin says
=S
Soh sheng long says
:D
Fu Weilin says
nooooooooooooooooo
Soh sheng long says
its 10 bucks!
come lah
eh
5 nia
LOL
Fu Weilin says
go check what's that special day before you ask me
Soh sheng long says
aiya
come
i prepare cake
dont like that
LOL

(Y)

SIGHHHHH!

Was feeling lousy from yesterday all the way to this noon.. Haiz.. There's too many things bothering me right now. Say for example.. relationships, competition, incompetency and probably self esteem? Haiz, was feeling very frustrated within, but thank goodness, not any more!

Hmmm, well, probably this was eased during my piano lesson a while ago, finally see some light shining through for my competition piece.. Well, in case you don't know what I'm referring to.. I have agreed to take part in the NAC competition as an accompanist for my friend, a Ruan Soloist. Well, it seems that I have around 10 days left until the day of the competition, but it seems that I'm not at the least prepared. Am still trying hard to solve my technical problems, but I think probably now I have a rough idea how to go about solving them! (I hope it works!) *fingers crossed*

And yup, because of this competition, I can't find a decent job, because my schedule is quite tight, having to have my own self practice and having to practise together with my soloist. So well, no money for this holiday? I hope not! *toes crossed*

I realised I've been sighing these few days.. STOP SIGHING WEILIN! YOU WILL LOSE 5 YEARS OF YOUR LIFE WHEN YOU SIGH!

'STAY HAPPY, BE HEALTHY!'

Oh well, but I felt better now! I shall work harder for the competition, though I'm not sure whether I would be needed in the end! Haiz... =(

And yups, to end off.. I think I'm going to Meiji Factory and having Bak Kut Teh again tmr! =D =D =D
*hands and feet crossed*

A friend who lives in self denial!

Haha! I found another friend, who lives in self denial and she's just like me!

We both have 'kids' and we are both living in our own world! LOL!

We are talking about how well trained our kids are! Ask them to sleep, they sleep. Ask them to do 1, they won't do 2! Btw, kids here refer to our soft toys! HAHAHAHA!

And oh, this is how the new number system goes.. not 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10 anymore!

Life

Well, life has been rather mundane these days.. Hmmm, spent most of my time at home either practising the piano for the upcoming competition or staring at the computer.. I wish to get out of my current lifestyle asap! It's so suffocating! =/

And ya, despite all those practices, it seems like I'm not making much progress.. but yet, GIVING UP isn't in my dictionary.. Alright, I'll try harder then =/

Hmmm, was quite disappointed today.. but I shall erase it from my memory! =)
Anyway, today was out with my uni clique (Naomi and Amanda) to Dhoby Ghaut! Was amazed that how HTMers link. Hope it will be full attendance during our next meet up! Get well soon! =)

Life is just like a jigsaw puzzle. Everyone plays a part in piecing me up to who i am today. No matter big or small, it matters.
but it seems that a piece is missing right now =(