小孩不笨

Just wanna post all my thoughts all in one go! HAHA!

Anyway, recently I was reflecting on the word 'Stupid', or '笨'...
Last week, my student told me that her friend scolded her stupid and I was thinking why on earth is the word 'stupid' invented? Because it is really a very negative word and I feel that one shouldn't use that word on anybody, it would only hurt someone's pride and bring his/her level of confidence down.. I think probably this comment would subconsciously be part of someone's Life, and that someone would probably feel that he/she is really stupid... But, have you thought of, who are you to comment another stupid? I doubt your level of thinking didn't reach there.

So, next time, if you are going to comment on someone negatively, think twice. It's okay to criticize people, but do it positively and in a constructive manner.

Anyway, WenXuan, I'm very sure you aren't stupid.

There's always a rainbow after the rain

Well, there's always sweetness after bitterness, just like there's always a rainbow/sunshine after the rain!

Likewise, there's always rain after a whole of scorching sun! Love the rain, and of course, the breeze! =D

Songs to share!

Promise me, a song which someone composed for this ABU festival competition! This came out 1st!

嫁妆 by 郭静

我很烦

总觉得我什么事都做不好
弹琴也不好
教课也没自信
读书也不好
却有一把懒骨头
处事也不好
沟通也不好

脾气也不好

做工也不好
什么都不好,却要扛起种种的责任,但又有谁能了解我? 我只不要扛过是个无名小卒,一个没自信的无名小卒。但放弃却不是个选择。。。


我累了,我不是神。
人们常说:休息是为了走更长远的路,但我却没时间休息,整天忙东忙西。

做工教课上课读书再加上种种的期望与责任。也许这对别人来说是小儿科,但我不是别人。

够了。我累了。我好烦。

小镇姑娘//陶喆//FRUITCAKE JAM

Here's something to share! Nice song by my senior, Rit Xu and his friend.. He's really talented! Good in dizi, flute, and even singing! And he's even the 校草 of many of his schools!

Reminiscing the past

Had dinner with Wan Ting today and was trying to kill time while waiting for our guitar lesson.. And yeps, we were chatting about our primary school days.. Well, bits and pieces of memories but surely, they are sweet. Yes, they still are.

Well, starting from P1.. Remember there used to be a buddy system? Those where the big korkors and jiejies will bring you to buy your food during recess time? Yeah, I had a big jiejie in my case and I remembered she asked me what I wanted to eat. And so, I described to here, trying my best.. I told her I want a type of noodle which is yellow in colour, and it was bian bian one.. Hmmmm.. Can't remember if she got what I wanted or whether we had our recess together, but I'm sure I'm thankful! Oh, have you guessed what I was trying to describe? It was meeeeeeepokkk.. My favourite type of noodles when I was young!

And oh! Just recalled that I was rather sad that that guy who was sitting next to me, Desmond Koh (see I can still remember his full name and look) for breaking my 30cm long ruler! I was truly sad, Desmond.. And I don't remember you apologizing to me. Girls tend to be more petty and they remember grudges well you see!

And ya, something minor, I think my earring came out during break of what and my teacher, Mrs Tng, helped me in putting back.. For some reason, I FELT LIKE CRYING when I knew my earring came out! Silly me!

Okay, I'm getting a bit of long winded tonight. Just one more alright! P1 was the year when my 1st tooth came out! I remember my lower middle tooth was shaking badly during children's day celebration.. And my teacher cut apples for us after the celebration.. Despite telling her my tooth was shaking, this friendly form teacher, Mrs Lily Low (she always made us finish our water at the end of the day.. Oh, my mother liked her a lot, So do I!), said it was alright and encouraged me to take 1.. True enough, 1 bite was all it took for my 1st tooth to come out! 

Moving on to P2, HAHAHA! Only 1 that I could remember! Thinking back of it puts a smile on my face! Hahaha! I remembered I forgot to bring my Chinese textbook, and my teacher, Yang Lao Shi (aka yang meh meh), pulled my ear and made me stand in front of the class.. and she asked, 你要不要升级？I'm pretty sure she used the words 升级 and I didn't understand it at all.. Thinking that it was something bad and I wanna be a 乖乖 student, I said.. NO.. And she told her class something like... 你看，她不想升级！Immediately, it struck me that she was trying to ask if I want to get promoted to P3.. Well, a year later, I was telling my best friend then, WoonHwee, about this incident.. And guess out! She told me that she was once like that and she CRIED and escaped punishment! Probably one should occasionally show your soft side afterall! HAHAHA! Oh well, she was a strict and rather old teacher, but I remembered that she used to give us bells (I'm not sure if she gave it because we did well or was it for children's day.. But something for sure is, I like those bells and they were precious to me..). 

Alright! Nearly 3am! Should continue another time!

Goodnight peeps!

A comical and jovial person!

Hmmm.. Not sure if I've mentioned this friend before.. But I doubt so..
Alright.. he's one of my CCHMSCO friend.. I would say.. A very jovial, comical, smart one!
He's like in the 1st class since sec 1, taking 9 subjects for O'levels inclusive of a 3rd language, Japanese...

Although he's smart, he's not proud... I guess that's what makes him a happy guy..
His jokes aren't realistic, but somehow or another, the way he puts it.. it's damn funny..
I remember whenever I had CO practice, he would be sitting next to me because I'm a sanxian player and he's a daruan player.. He will tell me jokes like my sanxian will become a snake somehow (coz it's made of snake skin =S) and swim across the Chung Cheng lake.. He will randomly tell me time (meanwhile pulling his hp out to check the time) according to the position of the sun, moon, stars, clouds, and whatever not..

And there's this joke, I seriously can't remember how the joke came about.. that is.. I lived on top of a tree.. and everyday I would need to get a ladder from somewhere (my apartment) to climb up the tree near CCHMS..

And he's a helpful guy.. Hmmm.. Like.. He helped out TPCO in the performance to raise funds for the Jap disaster by playing zr.. Oh well, I guess he was happy smoking on stage!

My memories with him are always funny and I always ended up laughing hard at his jokes.. I SERIOUSLY DUNNO WHY! I think partly, I'm laughing at him lah! It might be years since we last last met.. but he's someone who's able to click with people well and ease the awkward atmosphere.. I miss those time we had in CCHMSCO! It was so fun!

Well, he's NG CHUN POH! Shall not post his photo or what here! Rest assured, he's not my crush, just a great friend whom recently celebrated his birthday and some sort of graduation in Japan! And a friend whom I would always remember (If I don't have amnesia!)

Hope you will do well in whatever you are doing now!